"The constant pity when people ask if you've got a job, as if you must be really bad, because 'the NHS is screaming for nurses'... I love nursing, but it currently is my biggest regret."
Newly Qualified Nurse
I started my nursing journey in 2016. In my third year, family circumstances meant I was burning out, and I took the heartbreaking decision to take time out of my course. Covid hit, the NMC changed the course requirements, and I was told I could not go back just to do my dissertation. I fought and fought, even getting my MP involved, and in the end I had to start over. By the time I returned it was 2024. Blood, sweat and tears to keep up after five years out, still a single parent to three girls, with my closest placement 17 miles from home. My kids missed out on me, but I did it. I've applied for everything I can, and always get told it came down to experience. I'm now working as a healthcare assistant, losing my clinical skills. Why did I lose that precious time with my children? I love nursing, but it currently is my biggest regret.